I am complete

Last may 30, 2010 when i said i am complete stuck and felt alone. When i met him, i realized why i felt that way. I am happy now and never been felt alone since i met him.

Time Makes Me Sad Everyday

This past few days I've been thinking of something, something that i don't think or care about from the past. Time is running and i don't know how to forget the things that make sad these past few days. I couldn't imagine how my life turned into this situation. I can't hold on. I want to change everything and forgot the things that makes me cry.

Things Will Be Different Now

This past few days i realize that there is something i have to improve more. Time is running so fast. And i have to change my life.

Complete Stuck

My everyday activities are starting to become boring. I don't know why but everyday i started to feel i'm alone, first time i felt this way, and now i am longing for an inspiration. I am getting stuck with this feeling and i am tired. Career and money are not important to me. Career are just there, money may pass you but happiness? For me Its for life.

Well, i didn't say that i am not happy, there just a times i felt sadness. I am getting bored completely. True. But despite sadness, I realized that i have my own life, i know that God has a plan for me, and i have the chance to change my life.

We're all lonely for something we don't know we're lonely for. How else to explain the curious feeling that goes around feeling like missing somebody we've never even met?

I miss you Dad

He loves this kind of song, and every time i heard it. It makes me cry.

Forever Bestfriend

Since i studied elementary,high school and college i never treated or called anyone as"best friend". Marami akong naging close friend pero hindi ko matatawag na best friend kasi kahit na malapit ang loob ko sa knila, hindi ko sa knila nasasabi ang mga nararamdaman ko. I have a lot of friends and they all have different personalities, mabait, may masungit, may makulit. Lahat sila nakasundo ko. And the time i finished my degree in college, wla akong ibang nasa isip kundi ang mag work lang. And during that time i also met a lot friends. I don't care about other. Until i worked at Makati City as link builder and I met a friend who has a unique and distinct personality. First thing to know a friend like her. I am kinda weird about her attitude, but as the days goes by, i realized that she needs a friend who will understand her weaknesses. If you don't have long patient, i think you can't stay with her longer. She is a very sensitive person, immature, crying like a baby and sometimes "mapaghinala". She is differ among all of my friends that i met. Despite her attitude, i tried to be patient and understand her because i also believed that she needs attention and care.I tried to be patient everytime we quarel but I am just a human so sometimes, my patient last. I can't refuse and my temper and irritation are shown to her. There is no other day that we didn't quarel. Despite her stubbornes and attitude, there is one attitude that i like her the most is that when she done wrong, she admitted her fault. She will not stop saying sorry until i respond.

Sometimes i want to give up because of her attitude but i always felt sad realizing that situation. So inreturn, i always forgive her. I love her despite her attitude. Although she was ahead of me of one year, I treated her not just a bestfriend but a younger sister.

We've been together for almost four years. And I hope that our friendship will stay longer. "She is my bestfriend" I watched mmk last night and It made me realized that friendship is very important, "a BESTFRIEND isn't someone whose always there for you, but it's someone who understands you a bit more than you understand yourself."